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2010-01-22T18:45:00.002-05:00

Christmas 2009

2010-01-22T18:13:00.003-05:00

Can I be one of Santa's helpers?

Yum! Yum! Can I have Santa's leftovers?

Josh and Mommy making chocolate suckers.

Hey Mom!

Making more chocolate candy

Well, this year we were able to have Christmas minus anyone being in the hospital. My parents were supposed to spend the night on Christmas Eve, but because my dad wasn't feeling well we decided to just let them come over real early Christmas morning. Josh was so much fun this Christmas holiday! We were having fun making candy and decorating cookies for Santa the week of Christmas. We also did a handmade gift for my parents which was a Josh original painting. He had a great time doing that. He was very excited about Santa coming this year, and he was very blessed this Christmas. He received a lot of musical toys including a drum set, guitar, another drum filled with a variety of instruments, puzzles, a scooter, lots of games, a V-tech video game system, truck with lots of matchbox cars, a leapster TAG book system, a Diego rescue truck, a Yo Gabba Gabba dance mat, and puzzles. What a joy this holiday season was! I just have to say I am so blessed to have the family of my dreams!

Josh and Granddaddy Switch Roles

2009-12-11T17:18:00.000-05:00

Wednesday my dad had to be taken to the emergency room because he kept losing his balance and just overall not feeling well. Josh has been going to visit him in the hospital and keeps telling everyone that "Granddaddy's sick". Today Daddy had a colonoscopy done and after the procedure Sonny took Josh to see him. He had just come back to the room and was still asleep so the nurse told Josh to take care of him. Sonny said Josh kept walking around the bed and telling everyone," Shh...Granddaddy is sick." Well, Josh climbed into the chair next to the bed and peered over the bedrail to keep an eye on him. Sonny snapped a picture of Josh, and when he sent it to me it reminded me of the photo I took of Daddy looking over at Josh when he was on ECMO. How awesome is that? They truly have a sensational bond. Josh dearly loves his Granddaddy, and I think it's safe to say his Granddaddy loves him bunches, too!

Trick or Treat!

2009-11-01T16:46:00.003-05:00

Josh takes a sucker break at Bill and Dana's.

Josh admires the full moon.

Josh at Grandmomma and Granddaddy's.

Mommy and her Frog Prince

Hugs from my Josh!

Well, it took some time, but we finally convinced Josh to dress up and go trick or treating! Once we got started he had a lot of fun. We went to Grandmomma and Granddaddy's house first. Later we went to Bill and Dana's, then to meet up with Christy, Joey, Ben and Lanie. Overall, Josh had a great time.

Pumpkin Carving Time!

2009-10-31T11:04:00.003-05:00

The finished results of our carving!

Josh poses with "his" pumpkin!

Reach inside, Josh!

Look at this!

Let's take the top off and look inside!

Well, after a week of hearing" No!!! I don't want to carve a pumpkin!" from Josh ,we finally convinced him that he did. He decided he wanted a scary pumpkin, and Sonny and I had a cat one. Josh didn't like the "guts" of the pumpkin, but he enjoyed using the spoon to "scoop and stir" the pumpkin. He told us he was cooking.

More Pictures

2009-10-30T17:08:00.003-05:00

Josh begins the ascent!

Daddy misses work so much he decided to be Pumpkin Sherriff

War Eagle

Josh riding Gravy Train

Josh at the bottom of the slide.

Pumpkin Patch and Our New Puppy

2009-10-30T16:45:00.003-05:00

Josh the daredevil!

Hurry up. Mom!

Family photo op!

Look Mom! I'm a scarecrow!

Honey Hopkins!

Yes, that's right...a puppy! We got her for Josh as well as protection for our home. She is a full blooded boxer puppy that Josh named "Honey". I joked with Sonny and told him we had the Spice Girls fur style (Honey, Coco, and Sugar)! LOL She has been easy to potty train thus far, and Josh just loves her. Today we were out of school, so we took my dad and Josh to the Pumpkin Patch in Hayden. Josh had a blast! I'm going to post the photos with this post, and I will post his trick or treat photos later. He is going to be a frog!

Josh has the "fever virus"-whatever that is!

2009-10-18T17:23:00.003-04:00

Josh refuses to pose.

Just me and my kitty...

Well, today makes day 5 of him having this "fever virus". We were told by the doctor that it usually goes away within three days. The only thing he has been bothered with is a high fever. He has been so clingy, and it breaks my heart for him. The other night he said," Daddy, help me!". Last night he slept between us and got very hot and cried a lot! During the day he seems to be ok. He was tested for strep, flu, and a urinary infection. That all came back negative. That has helped to put my mind at ease! I've also heard of other children having it, and it lasting around 7 days. I've included some pics of Josh and Aubie chilling in the chair today.

Josh Celebrates Great Granddaddy's 92nd Birthday!

2009-10-11T19:45:00.003-04:00

That's one happy boy!

Josh and his cousin, Aiden.

Happy Birthday Great Granddaddy!

Although it's been awhile, I finally got around to posting the pictures from my Granddaddy's 92nd birthday. It was so funny! When Josh first got there he was dancing for these two elderly women sitting in the hall. One asked me if he could have a banana. Not bad for a few minutes of dancing! He went on to impress all of the people that came to the dining hall to eat cake with us. I can't tell you how many times I had to keep telling my Granddad that Josh was my little boy. Every few minutes he would ask me," Whose little boy did you say that was?" . I guess it's because he didn't meet him until just recently. Josh has really been a hoot lately. He is developing his taste in music already. When we get in the car he says," I want Jesus, Momma!". Of course I have to say," We all do!". But what he is really referring to is my Chris Tomlin CD we listen to every morning. Today on the way back from grocery shopping we were listening to the song "Your Grace is Enough" by Chris Tomlin. When I turned it down some to talk to Sonny, he pitched a fit and said he wanted "Grace Enough"!!! It could be worse. Also, it has been a rough week for us all. Sonny's dad passed away last Monday, and it really came as a shock to us all. We really had thought he would be in the hospital and get his medication regulated, and he would be fine. We are also praying for Sonny to find a job. His hours at Lowe's have been cut in half to 20 hrs. a week. Please keep us all in your prayers.

It's August and I was wearing a jacket!

2009-08-30T09:54:00.002-04:00

Well, we are finally back home from one long trip to Michigan. I packed according to "Alabama" weather and nearly froze to death when we were there! We had to go buy me a long sleeve shirt and jacket! The cold weather (plus the rain!) really wrecked havoc on my body due to my fibromyalgia! We went in hopes to add a member to our family, but came back just us. We have decided that God has something better in store for us down here. To top things off we came back home to new neighbors evidently from the ghetto. They have two of their cars parked in the front yard (partially in ours,too), and we were privy to their loud conversations sprinkled with their colorful vocabulary. Please pray they move or we hit the lottery so we can move! On a lighter note, on Friday when I called Daddy's house I hear someone pick up the phone and then Josh say,"Hello?". I started talking and then it finally sunk in that it was me. He said,"Mama!!!". We began talking and then my dad came back in the house and began fussing at Josh for playing with the phone. Josh kept saying,"but Mama!!". Daddy got the phone from him and asked what had happened. He had gone to the car for Josh's inhaler, and Josh heard the phone ringing and picked it up. We got the biggest kick out of it! Well, better go for now. Josh is still an only child for now. I think he likes it that way, anyway.

UGH! It's virus season again!!!!

2009-08-22T17:43:00.002-04:00

Well, for the last week Josh has had a little cough and sinus problem. We had attributed it to allergies. Josh came home Friday with a fever of 101.8 which is definitely high for him since he runs 97.7 normally. We took him to the after hours clinic on Acton Road and luckily it wasn't the flu and his lung x-ray looked fine. The doctor said it was a virus of some kind and just keep giving him Tylenol for his fever. Well, he still has a fever although it is going down. I really hate this part of the year, and if what they are saying is true about this Swine flu, it will be a year round occurrence! Having a medically vulnerable child can drive you nuts on the inside over any fever or sniffle that comes up. Just keep Josh in your prayers for a speedy recovery as Sonny and I are scheduled for a trip Thursday-Saturday to Michigan. I want to leave my baby well!

Update on all things Josh

2009-08-13T18:29:00.003-04:00

Just a quick update on Josh. He started back to Bill and Dana's without any issues when school started back for me. That really makes me feel good. His speech is really coming along. He repeats everything (I mean everything!!!). The other day he said,"Move, people!" when we were in traffic. Wonder where that came from??????? He also is hung up on "Bluecross and Viva". He heard granddaddy complaining at CVS when he went to get a prescription about having Bluecross. Now he likes to talk about Bluecross and that he has Viva ( which he pronounces as Biba). He is growing up so fast! Also, he is getting ready to be a big brother soon through the foster to adopt program. Hopefully, everything will go smoothly. We are still attending Church of the Highlands regularly and Josh is adjusting well. We are going to be leading a small group for families of special needs children during the fall semester. I hope we have an ok turn out. We have planned an outreach project to help the families of babies in the NICU at Children's Hospital. Hopefully God will bless us with the financial resources to get it started soon.

Mommy as a radio star! (just kidding)

2009-07-29T14:10:00.004-04:00

Josh using his noodle as a weapon

Watch him go!

Today we went to Clear Channel Radio Broadcasting to record my segment for the upcoming Children's Hospital Radiothon. I was a little nervous because I really didn't know what to expect. The man in charge of recording the segment was so nice and put my mind at ease. He said he was going to ask me a few questions and for me to respond as openly and honestly as I could. He apologized in advance for any emotionally tough questions he would pose. I felt very comfortable and all went well. Josh and Sonny went exploring the halls while recording because Josh kept wanting to talk about airplanes (imagine that?!) while we recorded. He got to meet Rob and Shannon and lots of other people who gave him candy much to Sonny's delight (there's nothing like sticky little fingers on your glasses and face!). We will receive a copy of the recording sometime before the Radiothon in September. Also, I mentioned to our contact person from Children's the idea we had as a service project for our church small group and she would be our contact person! How great is that?! She was really excited about the idea, and she told me to send her an email with the details. Well, better go for now. Josh had an early start to his day (3:30 am), and he is napping.

My Chance at Witnessing and Inspiring Others

2009-07-24T14:57:00.004-04:00

Just Me and My Granddaddy-Buddies Forever!

My reminder for Josh above his closet door.

Josh "reading" our Bible concordance!!

Since Josh was born I have told anybody and everybody that would listen about the miracle of his life. Once the worst of the rollercoaster ride was over I promised God (actually my heart desired this) that I would use our situation to spread the message of God's grace and love to anyone that would listen. Here's some important background information for this story. When I started this blog my comments/messages went to my Yahoo acct. which totally gets crammed with spam. As a result of this, I rarely check my Yahoo acct. Another aspect of my story is the I'm a Child of Children's submission about Josh. Well, the other night I just happened to think about checking the Yahoo acct and low and behold there's a message from Children's Hospital asking if I would be willing to share his story on the radio for their annual radiothon in September. I was amazed! I am going to prerecord my segment next week at Magic 96, and the Radiothon will be done Sept. 10-12. Praise the Lord for how He works! Yes, I will discuss the technology, equipment, and dedicated doctors, but I will give the glory to God and how He uses places like Children's to work His miracles today. I can hardly wait! Of course I'm a little nervous about sounding like a rambling country bumpkin, but I am going to really prepare and get my information straight (data and statistics) before hand. I also have a lot of ideas and great plans that God has put in my heart that I feel will really make a difference for parents of special needs children. Through the small group aspect of church I am praying for God to bless my efforts with this. As time progresses I will post what we will be doing. Please pray that God will give me the words to say so that He will be glorified through this opportunity!

More pictures!

2009-07-22T17:44:00.004-04:00

At church holding his first Bible.

Josh cruising the pool with his water muscles!

Josh with his SpongeBob water muscles!

Josh feeds the ducks and fish at the zoo.

Josh feeding the ducks.

Wow! We've Been Busy!

2009-07-22T16:36:00.003-04:00

Josh and Mommy on the way to the dedication.

Daddy and Josh on the way to the dedication.

Josh in his turtle sandbox.

A little sample of Josh's new room.

Josh reading in his "big boy" room.

First, I have to apologize for the long absence from blogging. I dropped our laptop and broke it. We just now have gotten a new one. We have recently joined Church of the Highlands and absolutely love it! We feel we can find our special niche that God has for us to further serve Him. Josh loved the Sunday School room he was in at first. Later, they changed him to a different room, and he was not a happy camper! He is now in the Fishing Hole class and seems to like it alright. Josh was also dedicated (publicly) to God on July 5th. I had already given him to God from the beginning because he was a blessing from the start. Josh enjoyed the praise and worship part of the service the day he was being dedicated. When we got on stage he was a little cranky. Let's just say promises of suckers were being whispered in his ear by me! His speech has really started picking up speed ,too. Swimming has been a treat because he has no fear of the water. He can jump into the deep end with his "water muscles" (aka-water wings), and he kicks around the pool with his legs going nonstop! He honestly reminds me of his Uncle Gerry at that age. I predict next summer he will be swimming without water muscles. What an awesome little boy he is turning out to be!

Josh and the potty

2009-06-04T14:56:00.002-04:00

I have got to brag a moment! I recently bought Josh Elmo underwear. I told him that in order to wear the Elmo underwear he had to make sure he told me when he had to go potty. The first two days went awesome! He stayed dry through his nap (2 hrs) and woke up to use the potty. He actually went the whole day using the potty without accidents! I have to let you know my secret...He likes to flush the toilet, so I tell him in order to do that he has to potty. Also, when he wakes up from his nap dry I let him know he deserves a sucker. Today he had an accident so it was back to pullups. He really likes the underwear so it's a let down to have to wear the pullups. Hopefully with time this summer he can master the potty!

Josh Goes to Church

2009-05-17T19:41:00.002-04:00

Today was Josh's first day to go to church. We visited the Church of the Highlands off Grants Mill Road. I was so worried that Josh was going to freak out when we left him, but amazingly he didn't even cry! I kept watching the monitor to see if our number came up, but it didn't! When I went to pick him up the teacher said he did fine. She said he really likes to talk a lot. He colored us a picture and got a sucker. Sonny and I really enjoyed the service and plan to join the church. I wish I would have remembered to take a picture of Josh, but it was pouring down rain and we were in a hurry to meet my friend, Veronica Clayton.

Lots Going On

2009-05-10T09:56:00.002-04:00

We have been ripping and running and so incredibly busy for the last two months with the GPS classes for DHR. We had our first home study done last week and passed!!! Sherry was very impressed with Josh. The other visit is scheduled for Tuesday. We had to complete another set of papers and have a second baby bed ready. We moved Josh into his "big boy" room and he loves it! I still have to finish painting two airplanes on the walls , but for the most part it is done! We are preparing for two babies through foster/adopt program. I know you're probably thinking,"Has she lost her mind?!?" Both Sonny and I feel this is part of God's plan for our family. Plus we have been blessed in so many ways pertaining to this plan. Well, today is Mother's Day and I got a "mom" ring from Josh and a heart ring from Sonny. Our lives are changing at an amazing rate, and we are ecstatic!

Josh's New Job

2009-04-21T20:00:00.003-04:00

Today Josh found a new job . While I was drying my hair the phone rang which I didn't hear. All of a sudden here comes Josh in the bedroom with the phone in his hand saying," Mama". I turned the hairdryer off and said,"What are you doing with that?!?" Low and behold I hear my dad's voice saying,"Cathy! Cathy!" I asked my dad if Josh called him (he has on my cell phone before!) and he said no that he called me and Josh answered it! He said that Josh picked up the phone and mumbled something then said "Hey" when he heard my dad's voice. Daddy told him to take the phone to mommy. That, of course, is when he brought me the phone! I thought it was a hoot! I really didn't think he paid the everyday things we do that much attention. Evidently, I was wrong! Word of advice...Be careful, they're watching!

Update on everything Hopkins

2009-04-19T08:31:00.003-04:00

Josh holds the ladder for Daddy.

Here I come to help you.

Josh likes to "read" the newspaper.

Hey, Mommy!

Well, we have been very busy trying to get our house ready for a new member. We have painted the other bedroom in a light blue and plan to paint an airplane theme for Josh. His current room will be the new baby's room. We have only 2 more classes left for the DHR Foster/Adopt program. It is hard to believe. We still have to have a homestudy done by our worker, Sherry. She will do 2 and then we will be approved to foster/adopt! We are accepting of any child we may get. Although we hope for a baby, whatever God has in store for us is perfectly fine with us! Josh is excited, too. He has been doing so great with his speech. He will parrot anything we say and he has really added to his vocabulary. I think he just needed his time. He is an awesome boy and is definitely a miracle. He is only slightly behind, and I feel when he gets to go to preschool he will really catch up. God blessed me with an opportunity for self growth when He gave me Josh and has filled my world with a happiness beyond measure. God has a plan for this awesome young man and has given him a daddy that loves and supports him as well as an extended family that does the same. We love you, Josh!

My First Playdate

2009-04-19T08:14:00.003-04:00

I'm coming to get you, Jed!

I can climb by myself.

At the top with the help of Denise.

Here I go!

That was fun! Come on down, Jed!

The other day my godmother,Denise, asked Mommy if I wanted to meet at the park and have a playdate with her and her nephew, Jed. Jed is 4 and I am 2. We had a good time. I went down a big slide all be myself! I was a little scared at first, but Mommy and Denise helped me. We played chase and had a great time! Here are a few pictures from our day of fun. Mommy said we will have to do it again sometime soon!

Easter 2009

2009-04-19T07:52:00.003-04:00

Am I cute or what?

I found one!

I think I see one here!

Here I come Grandma and Granddaddy!

Look what the Easter Bunny Brought me!

This Easter was a little different because Daddy had to work most of the day. We woke up Easter morning, and I got to see what the Easter Bunny had brought me. I got 2 Easter baskets this year from him. I guess he went a little overboard, huh, Mommy! I got a football that is just my size, a water gun, water toys in the shapes of alligators, books, a coloring book, a bunny, and some candy! Mommy even got an Easter basket but hers was from Daddy. I got up and got dressed so Daddy could see me looking all handsome before he had to go to work. Mommy and I went to Grandma and Granddaddy's and had an Easter egg hunt. It was fun! Guess what?! I got another basket there,too! It had sidewalk chalk, monster trucks, a Doodle Egg, and more candy. After that we went to eat at Aunt Patti and Uncle Dan's house. I had a lot of fun because Ben was there. We went outside and played for a while and later had an Easter egg hunt. I was Ben's helper. I also got to see my cousin Lanie. She has gotten really big! All in all I had a fun Easter. I missed my Daddy and was getting over a sinus issue, but that didn't stop me from having fun. Hope your Easter was as fun as mine!

Josh

More Poetry

2009-03-18T14:38:00.000-04:00

To My Anticipated Son
I anticipated complaining of a waking baby;
Not of being grateful he’s able to wake at all.
I anticipated the wonder of time rushing past;
Not of reflecting on milestones so small.
I anticipated crying at immunizations and bumps while learning his way;
Not of agonizing at more tests, evaluations, and word of more delays.
I anticipated choices over preschool, clothes, and scout troops;
Not of choices between hospitals, specialists, and which support groups.
I anticipated loving him, but enjoying his independence from me soon;
Not of loving him so much I’d want to keep him sheltered in my cocoon.
I anticipated health and perfection when my baby was inside,thinking anything less would be tragic;
But now that he is here, my special son has worked some kind of magic.
I anticipated anger and disappointment at this fate;
Not the joy and growth and knowledge that have become mine as of late.
I anticipated something different, that is certainly true;
But that’s because I never could have anticipated, one I love, as much as you.
- Written to Tim with Love from his Mom, Kathleen Hoppe, August 1995

Here's a Special Poem I Found on Someone Else's Site

2009-03-17T16:44:00.003-04:00

The Chosen Ones
I had a dream the other night. It came to me so clear.

I stood before the throne of God, afraid to come too near.

God said to me, “I hear your prayers. There are answers you can’t find.

I brought you here to talk to me and help to ease your mind.

"I said,”Well, yes, God, I am upset…About my special one.

This punishment is awfully harsh…Whatever have I done?”

God looked at me and shook his head, He said, “My Dear, you’ve got it wrong.

I sent this special child to you because you are so strong.

I searched and searched to try and find someone with a love so rare.

Parents so unselfish they could give him that special care.

I try to save my special gifts, like those you’re speaking of,

for a special kind of parents I call the ‘Chosen Ones.’

Of all the ones to choose from, I know I’ve got it done…

Parents who deserve my best, an honor you have won.”
-Unknown

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

2009-03-17T16:21:00.004-04:00

Don't blame me-it runs in the family!

Let's see...I came off ECMO when??? That was a blessed day.

Oh Wow! I think these numbers will win, Mommy!

Today we were hoping for some gold at the end of our rainbow, so we took a trip with Granddaddy to Georgia to buy some lottery tickets. It was a long drive, but I had fun. Granddaddy gave me a Megaball form to "fill out" while he, Mommy, and Daddy filled some out on their own. I have to admit, mine seemed a lot more "filled out" than theirs. Daddy won a ticket and Mommy won $3 on the scratch off cards. (They're saving the "big bucks" amounts for their lotto win!). Seriously, if they win they are hoping to have enough money to get me a baby brother and buy a new house! I had fun going to the gas station in Georgia! That was my first trip there. Hopefully the next time I go it will be to collect our money from the lotto! I got Mommy to put some pictures of me doing the lotto thing.
P.S. Please pray for my grandparents as they got a Wii and have both hurt themselves bowling in their den.

Love,
Josh

Just a poem I got

2009-03-14T21:14:00.000-04:00

This is a poem that I copied from another web site of a child with CDH. It

Josh is getting to be a "big kid now".

2009-02-28T09:41:00.003-05:00

Josh and Aubie

Last Sunday after I gave Josh his bath I thought,"What the heck. Let's sit on the potty for a minute or two." He sat and played with his blocks and all of a sudden I hear music that I've never heard before. I looked around and looked at him. He had a bewildered look on his face, too. It then dawned on me that the music I heard was from his potty chair! It plays music when he uses it. I was so excited and begin dancing and singing "Josh just used his potty!" He started clapping for himself and grinning. We immediately gave him some m&ms as a treat. I've continued trying, but he hasn't had a repeat performance yet.

Good News Today!

2009-02-18T18:11:00.003-05:00

Josh tastes his Valentine Bear cake

Let's just dig in face first!!!!

The cake before Josh got his fingers on it!

Josh put the pot lid on his head to make a new hat!

Today Josh had to go see his neurologist, Dr. Mathisen. He showed us on the charts that Josh's head circumference has actually gone down since the shunt was put in during October. He said he shows no signs of cerebral palsy or any other disorder, so he left it up to us as to whether or not we continue seeing him. Dr. Blount, his neurosurgeon, will be the one who takes care of any problems from this point on. We were all so excited! Josh is such an awesome child. He really is a blessing to me!

More Concert Pics

2009-02-08T19:56:00.003-05:00

Josh is SO excited!

Josh is into the concert.

The Movers doing their thing!

Josh and Mommy

He's ready to be a Mover!

What a Great Concert!

2009-02-08T19:40:00.003-05:00

Mommy and Josh before the concert.

Daddy and Josh watching the Movers.

Josh with his Mover cap.

I'm ready for the Movers!

Daddy and Josh before the concert.

We took Josh to see the Imagination Movers this past Saturday at the Alabama Theater. It was so much fun! The band was energetic and kept the audience's attention the entire time (which isn't easy to do with a bunch of toddlers!). The minute they announced the group and he heard the music, his face lit up and he grinned from ear to ear! It was hard to get any good pictures because it was so dark in there. They played all of the songs we listen to each morning in the car, so Josh was familiar with the tunes. He thoroughly enjoyed himself. Toward the end they released balloons from the ceiling, and we all know how Josh feels about balloons! I can definitely say it was well worth the money, and I am sure if they ever come back to town and Josh is still into them we will go again. I may have had as much fun as Josh did!

Josh's New Role-Big Brother?????

2009-02-07T10:35:00.002-05:00

We have really done a lot of praying, and we have decided to move forward with the adoption process. We both want another child in our family, and we both know Josh will make a great big brother. We will be adopting through social services and have to have a homestudy done. We also have to get the spare bedroom ready. We are hoping for a little boy as we have a lot of boy things, but we will be grateful for any healthy baby. Please keep us in your prayers as this is a stressful, yet exciting time!

Four Generations

2009-02-06T08:59:00.003-05:00

Josh, Mommy, Granddaddy, and Great Grandaddy

Great Granddaddy says,"You sure are a big boy!"

This past weekend we took Josh to meet his great granddaddy. He wasn't sure about the whole thing at first because the atmosphere being different. I was really glad that we were able to get a picture of four generations of Tuckers.

My new email address

2009-01-30T07:46:00.002-05:00

Just wanted to post this because I still have a lot of people sending me emails to my old account which is constantly bombarded with spam. If you need to reach me it's joshsmom010807@gmail.com I rarely check the Yahoo acct. so sorry to those who have sent mail there and not gotten a response. Have a blessed day!

Sadness, yet again!

2009-01-29T19:51:00.004-05:00

Josh "reading" to Max.

Josh and Max-sound asleep.

Max just a few days ago.

Today I had to put Max to sleep. He was 15 yrs. old, and my first "fur baby". I got him when I was a student at Auburn. Max was a very loving and sweet cat. He accepted all the strays I eventually would bring home and give me just a look of," Ok. Where'd HE/SHE come from?!" After Josh was born, he was the only cat that would even tolerate much less love Josh and his not so gentle "love" pats! As you saw in earlier posts, Max could be found snuggled next to Josh and would always follow Josh around the house. Josh had even learned to say his name "Mas". Max had begun to quickly lose weight and really didn't seem himself. We had the vet run blood work and the only thing that came up suspicious was he was anemic. Well, he continued to lose weight despite being on medications and when we took him back the vet found a large tumor in his abdomen which was cancerous. After a lot of tears, I held Max for the last time as he was put to sleep. It went so quickly, and I just held his head in my hand after it happened. We are having him cremated and his cremains put in an urn. The only thing that made this any easier(if you can say that) was he was desperately thin and the luster had gone from his eyes. He looked sad and tired, and I kept telling myself that if I was in that shape I would want a merciful passing,too. I will remind Josh one day of the beloved orange tabby that loved him so very much. R.I.P Max! We love you, my Auburn Tiger!

Josh is getting better, slowly but surely

2009-01-25T13:05:00.002-05:00

The Imagination Movers

Well, it's been a week, and Josh has completed his doses of steroids and antibiotics. He still sounds a little raspy (like all of the sinus gunk has broken up). We are going to take him back to the doctor this week to see what he thinks. We are still using his inhaler four times a day like we were told to by Dr. Harmon. On a lighter note, we got tickets to take Josh to see his favorite (mine, too LOL) music group February 7th. The Imagination Movers are coming to the Alabama Theatre. Josh listens to their cd every time we are in the car. My ringtone for Sonny is their theme song, and he will break into a big smile and start dancing. I can't wait to see his face when he sees them in person! I'll try to take lots of pictures to post. Josh has also begun to say "Max" which is the name of our oldest cat. Max really loves Josh and when I look for him I know to look in Josh's room.

Josh is sick

2009-01-19T09:35:00.001-05:00

Josh in his recliner. Notice the blankets beside it AKA mommy's sleep spot when josh doesn't feel well!

Last weekend Josh (and all of us, really) got a case of the sniffles. It seemed like an allergy. We treated it with Benadryl and then sudafed cough and cold. Friday he got a lot worse with his coughing. We took him to the doctor Sunday and he said it was beginning to get in his chest, and he has asthmatic bronchitis. He is on a steroid, antibiotic, and his inhaler 4 times a day to try to clear this up. Please keep him in your prayers as he hasn't shown improvement as of yet. I know it's still early on with the medicines, but he coughs the entire night and really breaks my heart. I have been really worried because he is fragile when it comes to anything respiratory. I'll keep everyone posted as to his progress.

More Birthday Pics

2009-01-11T11:35:00.003-05:00

Yea! More blocks!

Josh eating the ice cream by himself at Chili's.

Josh and Mommy looking at his tractor.

You mean these are all MINE?!? (Cheetos)

OK. I'm done. What's next?

Birthday #2 (The Family Party)

2009-01-11T07:32:00.003-05:00

I eat the icing first, Dana.

Josh and Mommy about to start our day.

Look at me! It's my birthday!

My cupcake party at Dana and Bill's.

Good Morning!!!! It's my birthday!!!

Josh had a sugar filled happy birthday #2 on January 8th. He woke up with a smile on his face (as usual). After lots of hugs and singing of "Happy Birthday" we got him dressed and ready to go to Dana and Bill's. They are so good to him and make all of his days fun. On his birthday they celebrate at 8:46 am with cupcakes and a small "party" (it's just them). After I picked him up we went to eat dinner at Chili's. The waitress brought him a huge scoop of ice cream with hot fudge on top. He didn't want to try it at first, but later ate a bite or two. When we finished with dinner we took a small cake to Grandma and Granddaddy's house to celebrate with them. Since Granddaddy has been sick it's been hard on everyone to get t0 a sense of normalcy. He wasn't feeling all that great, but Josh enjoyed seeing him. His party for everyone else was suppose to be the 17th, but since my dad is in the hospital we may not have a party this year. At least Josh is not at the age that parties actually matter, but I had already bought all the invitations and decorations. Good thing Mickey Mouse doesn't go out of style! Please pray for my dad/Josh's Granddaddy. He is having a lot of difficulty with breathing and malnourishment due to his congestive heart condition. He really hasn't been the same since the open heart surgery and has spent nearly 3 weeks cumulatively in the hospital. My mom, as well as the rest of us, have been under a tremendous amount of stress and worry.

Happy New Year! by Josh

2009-01-05T17:01:00.002-05:00

Daddy and me at Bill and Dana's house.

It has been a very busy holiday break for us with my Granddaddy in the hospital. Mommy goes to see him, but I can't because I didn't like it the last time I went. I am on to those people in the colorful shirts and the ones in white coats! Hopefully Granddaddy can come home this week because my birthday is on Thursday. I will be 2! Today I went to the Sparks clinic and had my hearing checked and my speech evaluation. My hearing was fine, and my expressive language(what I say) was around 12-18 months and my receptive language (what I understand) was around 18-21 months. That means I am only about 6 months behind. The speech therapist seemed very pleased with what my mommy is doing with me, and she is going to visit with me about 2 times a month. Mommy goes back to work tomorrow, and we just got word that Granddaddy gets to come home tomorrow. Today I ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for the first time. Boy was it good! I may have a new favorite!

My Little Picasso

2008-12-28T14:48:00.003-05:00

Josh hard at work!

The finished product!

Just a few pictures of Josh and his new favorite pasttime. He loves to color in his coloring books. He has colored several pictures for Granddaddy since he has been in the hospital.

Christmas Morning 2008

2008-12-27T08:49:00.003-05:00

Josh building with his blocks.

Look at that concentration!

Christmas morning 2008

Josh riding his Bounce and Spin Pony.

Josh looking at all his new toys.

This has been a very different Christmas with my dad in the hospital for open heart surgery. Josh misses his Granddaddy a lot. My mom came early Christmas morning to watch Josh open his presents and eat muffins for breakfast. Josh was up and raring to go at 4:45 that morning! I went in his room and convinced him to "rest" a little longer (at least to 5:30!). Josh was very excited when he went into the living room and saw all his gifts. He had so many presents to unwrap that we opened the last three. I guess he got overwhelmed at all of the new stuff! His favorites so far are his building blocks that came in a giant dump truck and his piggy bank that talks. We took some video so my dad could see it when he gets to come home.

Getting Ready for Santa:Christmas Eve

2008-12-27T08:26:00.005-05:00

Josh dreaming of Christmas morning!

Josh adds his special touch to the tree: Notice his bath sponge on the tree!

Josh adding cookies to Santa's tray.

Wow! This is so much fun!

Putting the first cookie for Santa on his special tray.

We had a lot of fun getting ready for Santa. Josh and I made chocolate chip cookies in the shape of gingerbread men for Santa. Josh didn't quite get that we were leaving the cookies out for Santa because he would try to bite into each cookie I handed him to put on Santa'a tray. Luckily we didn't have a struggle with going to sleep! I read him the Christmas story Room for a Little One which is a story about Jesus' birth. After reading it three times I told him it was time to go "night night".

Josh Meets Santa and Mrs. Claus

2008-12-27T08:04:00.003-05:00

Josh and Santa

Josh greets Santa and Mrs. Claus

Santa says," Give me five, Josh!"

Mommy and Josh

Josh making his reindeer ornament.

We went to a party at Mother's friend Cindy's house in Chelsea the weekend before Christmas. It was a lot of fun for Josh. He got to play with a lot of other children his age, and he made a reindeer ornament for our tree. He also got to meet Santa and Mrs. Claus. He was a little unsure of sitting with Santa, so I don't have very many pictures from that. The cutest one I got was of him and the other children running to Santa when he came in the door. I was so proud of how he interacted with the other children. He wasn't clinging to me. He went right in there and started playing. If someone didn't play with him, he was perfectly content to get a toy and play by himself. What an awesome little boy he's growing up to be! Can you tell I'm proud?

" Potty" Time!

2008-12-07T07:02:00.003-05:00

This is not bad.

The new "Throne"!

Josh is now getting ready to potty train. He will let you know when he has on a "stinky". Dana has said he will bring her the baby wipes when he needs a diaper change. Since he loves music, we bought him a potty chair that plays music. So far he will sit on it without much of a fuss, but he has yet to go. We will continue working, but right now things are so hectic with the holidays. Hopefully it won't be a hard process!

Getting Ready For Christmas

2008-12-07T06:35:00.004-05:00

Kaylee, Morgan, and Josh

Kaylee playing with Josh

Josh helping with the tree.

Granddaddy and Josh

Josh "helping" with the ornaments!

This year was a little different getting ready for Christmas now that Josh is such a big "helper". As we would give him ornaments to put on the tree or bring to us, he would take another one off and take it to the storage box. Finally, it became a task for just Momma and Daddy because we wanted it up before next Christmas! LOL We went to my Aunt Debbie's house for a get together with the Tucker side of the family. We had a really great time being able to see everyone. Josh was excited to see Kaylee and Morgan because he loves the attention and fun he has when they are all together. I have included some pictures from the day.

Thanksgiving 2008

2008-11-29T14:44:00.003-05:00

Celebrating with the Hopkins family

Mommy, Daddy, and Josh have lots to give thanks for!

Josh says,"Let's eat!"

Grandma and cousin Laney

Jonathan and Josh

For Thanksgiving this year we celebrated with the Hopkins side of the family at Cindy's house. We had so much fun! Josh was a little shy at first , but warmed up once he saw his cousin, Jonathan. Jonathan is so good with him, and doesn't mind him tagging along. We had a wonderful dinner and good fellowship with each other. On our way up there we got to see a deer. Josh wasn't really impressed, but I was. After dinner, we went to Aunt Patti and Uncle Dan's house for Thanksgiving. We got to see Christy's new baby, Laney, who was born on November 24th. She is so beautiful! Josh liked to look at her. I have included a few pictures from our Thanksgiving holiday.

I Think It's "Potty" Time!

2008-11-28T07:08:00.001-05:00

Auburn Homecoming 2008

2008-11-28T06:45:00.003-05:00

Josh in his Superman pjs after a day of tailgating!

Mommy and Josh eating tailgate cuisine.

Morgan and Josh spend some quality time.

Josh running to look at the flags on the motor homes.

The Auburn Family Reunion 2008

We went to Auburn's homecoming game in November, and yea! they won. LOL We got a chance to tailgate and spend time with the Tucker side which is always a lot of fun. Uncle Steve and Aunt Nadine were there from Florida. Uncle Jim and Aunt Renee were there with Kaylee and Morgan. Aunt Debbie came down with my mom and dad. We all watched the Alabama game, shopped, and ate a ton of great food. It was a lot different this year for us because Josh is on the go constantly! He had fun being able to walk around and see all of the flags on the motor homes. He loves flags and was captivated by all of the ones he saw. He always enjoys playing with Kaylee and Morgan when he gets to see them. They are both so patient with him, especially Morgan. Next year I think he'll be big enough to go to Tiger Walk and hopefully get to see Aubie.

Auburn Homecoming 2008

2008-11-17T17:25:00.001-05:00

We went to Auburn November 8th for homecoming. It was alot of fun because we got to see family that lives in Florida that we don't get to see that often and some family from town that we don't get to see much either. Josh was so much more active this year as he was mobile! He was fascinated by all of the flags he saw on the motorhomes. I have included a few pictures from that weekend. I have also included a picture of a painting done by my cousin Jacque for his room. Thank you so much, Jacque! It is so beautiful and fit perfectly over his bed! Oh yeah! Auburn DID win! Yea!

Costume Pictures

2008-11-01T15:35:00.002-05:00

Bill and Josh trick or treating.

Eager to go trick or treating!

One tired monkey!

Hey! Let's play while we're here.

Waiting on Daddy so we can go trick or treating.

Here are some pictures of Josh in his costume.

Halloween 2008 Pictures

2008-11-01T15:14:00.003-05:00

Posing in front of the finished product.

Let me show you how to do it, Mommy.

O.K. I approve.

WHAT IS THAT STUFF?!?!

Do I dare touch?

This was the first year Josh got to participate in the pumpkin carving experience. Like most kids, he didn't find it to be that great. He showed some interest at first, but as soon as the "pumpkin guts" got on his hand he spent the rest of the time trying to get the stuff off! Last night he went trick or treating. He was a monkey this year, and he was so adorable! I wasn't sure how he would react to being in the suit seeing that he had a grumpy week all this week, but he acted like it was no big deal. Luckily, it was cold last night, so he didn't get hot and sweaty from his costume. First he went to our neighbor across the street. She gave him an apple and some candy. He kept throwing the apple at her, and then it dawned on me that he thought it was a ball. I told her that so she wouldn't take offense to being attacked with a flying apple. Next, we got in the car and went to Bill and Dana's house. He immediately went to his toys and parked himself in the floor to play, totally oblivious to the candy they offered him. After pulling him away from his toys, he went across the street to their neighbor's house who comes to see him a lot. She had him a bag full of candy ready. This is where we got the first smiles from him. He enjoyed everyone making over him. We left there and went to Aunt Patti and Uncle Dan's house hoping to see Ben. When we got there, Christy and Ben were there and he enjoyed playing in the floor with some of Ben's old toys. We went trick or treating at one house in that neighborhood, and then called it quits because we were going to try to go by Denise's house. We went by there, but her lights were off and he was nodding off to sleep in the back. Once we got home he went straight to sleep. I took several pictures, so I'll do a separate blog for extra pictures.

1st Annual Birmingham Hydrocephalus Walk

2008-11-01T14:53:00.004-05:00

Wow! This swing is so much fun!!!

Get ready, Mommy! Here I come!

These balloons won't stay still!

Don't know who or what you are, but you have bubbles so you must be o.k.!

Daddy and Josh ready to leave for the Walk.

I've been really meaning to update the blog, but it has been a rat race around here for me. Josh has been so cranky...I believe it's the beginning of the terrible twos! He throws a fit when he doesn't get his way (ie-his favorite song goes off in the car :( or he doesn't like the shirt I picked out). I have been worried because on his discharge papers it said to watch for certain signs that could indicate shunt failure and irritability is one of them. I called his surgeon's office and they said as long as he's not showing the other signs that it is probably just him getting adjusted to things and maybe the terrible twos. He has a follow up visit with Dr. Blount this Wednesday, so I am anxious to see what he thinks then. We went to the First Annual Hydrocephalus Association Walk in Birmingham last weekend. It was fun for us to just get out after being cooped up in the hospital the week before. We want to gather as much knowledge, make connections with other families, and help in any way to raise money for any cause that affects Josh and those children like him. At first Josh wasn't too keen about being there, but once down the slide was all it took! He got on the swings, met a clown, played with some balloons, and watched the pretty butterflies gathering in the flowers. I have included some pictures from the event.

Surgery News

2008-10-21T16:02:00.005-04:00

Josh's surgery scar on his head. Haircut compliments of Dr. Blount.

Mommy and Josh

Daddy and Josh

Grandma and chicken nuggets always get a smile!

Josh trying to rest in between nurse visits.

Josh had his surgery to put in the shunt on Thursday, Oct. 16, and we were told he would possibly be able to go home as early as Friday. The surgery lasted about two hours (most of that was prep time-procedure was 45 minutes). Dr. Blount came out and told us he did really well, and we could go see him in recovery. Sonny and I went to the recovery room and when Josh woke up, he began crying and trying to get to me. His oxygen numbers dropped dramatically because he was holding his breath. The nurse from the bedside next to his came quickly and started some oxygen in a hose and was waving it in front of his nose. He went back to sleep after that ordeal as I held him. We waited for a room to be available for about an hour. We were moved to the 6th floor (which is a nicer floor) and he seemed to be ok, just a little groggy from the surgery. He drank some apple juice and then took a nap. His oxygen numbers were not as high as I would have liked them to be, but they were still in the lower part of the safe range. After his nap is when things went downhill fast. He woke up and vomited profusely! From that point forward he vomited anything that went in his stomach, even the small amount of liquid Tylenol. He would hold his head up and then it would just flop forward and he would be asleep. It really scared me as I was planning on being able to go home Friday from what the surgeon had said before the surgery. I have never seen Josh as sick as he was. He vomited all day Thursday and part of Friday even if he had Zofran (?) for nausea. He was like a rag doll when you would hold him and could barely stay awake. The doctor related it to the pressure adjustment his body was making in his head and from the extra fluid that was being drained into his abdominal cavity. He said he really didn't expect for him to react this way, but also said that we knew Josh was not the typical patient as he has had a lot done to his little body already. He could not keep anything down and didn't want to drink anything. He finally started nibbling something on Saturday night, but still refused to drink. Now our obstacle was to get him to drink so we could go home. He began taking sips of Diet Pepsi on Sunday and eating a little more. He began to smile and be a little more like himself Sunday. When the team of general surgeons came in to check on his incisions that morning, he kept waving at them. Well, the doctor thought he was waving at the one behind him, but he was actually telling them to move because they were in front of the tv. Yes, he was getting back to his old self! Sunday night Sonny went home and brought back a sippy cup to try. Josh finally drank a cup full of Gatorade! Monday morning he ate a lot of breakfast, but threw up while he was eating. Luckily that didn't stop him. He started back eating like nothing had happened. We were excited about getting to come home on Monday, but then his blood pressure kept reading high. The nurse for Dr. Blount said we would just check it again on his follow up visit and attributed it to the anxiety about the nurses. We finally got to come home around 4:30 or so. We were all so glad to be home! Today he has been a little cranky, but is definitely back to his old self! I am so glad we have gotten this over with! I heard that shunt revisions are not as bad to get over when he has to have one (hopefully many years from now!). This whole experience has brought us even closer as a family which I didn't think could be possible. Sonny was there with us every night and all day on the weekend. He even got thrown up on a couple of times (once in the face) and didn't even flinch! If that's not the sign of an awesome dad, I don't know what is! I have seen some differences already with Josh's balance when walking. The nurse also said typically children will make great strides in meeting developmental milestones once they have had the shunt put in. Hopefully that will be the case with Josh. The only real area he is behind on is talking. He has a lot to say and comprehends speech very well. He just doesn't articulate the words he wants to say. I thank God for the surgery being a success, and Josh's recovery from the whole drainage process.

More Pumpkin Patch Pictures

2008-10-12T20:55:00.002-04:00

Mommy and Josh

Daddy and Josh

Doesn't he just look like he's up to something?

One tired boy after a day at the Pumpkin Patch!

Surgery Update and Pumpkin Patch Adventure

2008-10-12T20:30:00.003-04:00

Let's go already!!!

Pumpkin Sherriff Joshua

Do I have to touch this?

Hey! This is way better than the carousel!

Josh taking a rest after choosing his pumpkin.

The surgeon's office called me late Friday afternoon and said surgery for Josh's shunt would be either Wednesday or Thursday, but it will definitely be this week. She is supposed to call me back on Monday to let me know the set date. It has been a little chaotic because we have known about this for a month now, and then his surgeon fell and fractured his hand last weekend and other things just weren't falling into place. So, basically I have been a bundle of nerves for the past month! Well, since we finally had a date we decided to take Josh to the Pumpkin Patch in Hayden. I wasn't feeling very well, but we still did a lot of fun things. First we took him to the Petting Zoo part. He wasn't too keen on petting anything but did like looking at the animals. I have to say the horses were his favorites. After the Petting Zoo, we took him to the pony ride. I was afraid he would freak out once I sat him on the pony, but he didn't. He giggled and grinned the entire time! He even pet the horse's nose as we left. By this time I was feeling pretty bad, so we decided to skip the hayride and just let him pick out a pumpkin, and we would buy it. We wanted a small pumpkin (like his size) . The only ones that were left were gigantic! The one he picked out was a $20.00 pumpkin!!! Yes, that's right. I was a sucker and paid $20.00 for my child to have a pumpkin, and didn't even regret it! Now, mind you, it won't happen again. We'll go for the hayride and let him choose one his size! I've learned that when it comes to your child you're willing to overlook some things now and then. (Especially with an upcoming surgery!) I just love the fact that he lights up when he sees other children. I want him to be a social person and not sheltered from the world. Yes, he will be different in some ways, but what makes him different will make him special!!! Please remember us this week and keep us and his surgeon in your prayers. I've included some pictures from this weekend. Oh yeah! I think I fixed the comment problem for those of you who have not been able to leave comments. Sorry about that!

Cute Pictures

2008-10-08T20:24:00.004-04:00

Don't Worry...I'm Still a Tiger!!!

Josh in his pjs reading his favorite book.

Hey Mrs. Janice! Thanks for the shirt!

He's so excited about Halloween!

Josh and his buddy, Max. (My first baby)

Still waiting on a surgery date. His surgeon fell this past weekend and fractured his hand, so we are waiting to see what he recommends (whether Josh can wait or if one of his partners can do the surgery). Please pray for us as this is like sitting on pins and needles! I have included a few shots of Josh "doing his thing". He is the blackeye king right now as he is finally getting over the one he hit twice on the right eye, and then the other night he tripped over his pajamas (too long) and hit the bed rail. I felt so bad for him! I tried to grab him but caught his too late.

Pictures from the First Night

2008-09-22T16:48:00.003-04:00

Such a sound sleeper!

All covered up for a good night's sleep!

Do you realize what time it is?!

Ok. I'm ready to get up now!

Yes, I AM a big boy now!

Just wanted to share the pictures I took of Josh sleeping in his big boy bed and the pictures from this morning. Surprisingly, he went to sleep with no problems! I guess he was just worn out from the exciting day. Today has been a different story. When I put him in his bed for a nap, he started crying and immediately got up. After putting him back in bed several times with lots of tears and crying, he got still and rested. Hopefully he will transition well for all our sakes!

Josh's Big Boy Bed

2008-09-21T19:25:00.003-04:00

Whatcha doing Daddy?

Can I help, too?

Wow! Look at all of this room!

I could get used to this thing, I guess.

Josh is taking a test run of his bed!

Well today we heard the dreaded "thump and cry" over the baby monitor after Josh woke up from his nap. He made no sounds at all letting us know he was up. All of a sudden we heard the thump and cry, and we both nearly broke our necks trying to run to his room. He had apparently climbed out and then fell as best we could tell. He was alright other than being scared half to death. That was the decision maker on transitioning from crib to toddler bed. We have had the toddler bed for a few weeks, but were unsure as to when to let him try it. We were hoping to wait until a little after his surgery to do it, but I don't want him to fall again. At least if he falls out of the toddler bed it's not far. He's already done that, too! He went to sleep alright tonight. I sat in the floor beside his bed for awhile and then he finally got quiet. He is still not used to the whole pillow thing, so I used it as a blockade of sorts at the opening of the bed. He was so proud of his room. Of course it looks so much bigger without the baby bed, and he wanted to explore every previously unseen spot in the room! I took lots of pictures of him helping daddy take apart the baby bed. I gave him a baggie to take to his daddy for the parts to be put in, and he walked it to his room and handed it to him! He amazes me every day with what all he knows! I think he holds back on me at times. Today he also walked up my mom and dad's sidewalk all by himself which was a first for him. I am so proud of him, and I have to admit a little sadness crept up on me today as the baby bed came down. It was the closing of a chapter for him that I can never get back. He's on his way to becoming a big boy.

Congrats to Our Friend

2008-09-20T07:44:00.002-04:00

Just wanted to mention that our friend Leslie had a healthy baby girl Sept. 15th. She became a really good friend to us when Josh was at Children's. Her son, John Clinton, was born with the same thing Josh had, and she helped me and our family so much. She told us what to expect from "real people" terms (not medical jargon). She also was a friendly face to see each day and talk about our little ECMO babies! We always talked about how our sons would be"ECMO buddies" and would grow up comparing how much their moms were overprotective of them. I considered John Clinton to be Josh's first friend. Unfortunately, God called him home when he was 6 months old. He had touched so many lives and left an imprint on so many hearts. Leslie is such an inspiration to me and is a true example of a strong Christian mother. I just wanted to take a moment and say,"Congrats!" to her on the birth of her little girl!

Still Waiting

2008-09-20T07:29:00.003-04:00

We are still waiting for an "official" surgery date. First he has to be seen by his new general surgeon and a chest xray done so they can give Dr. Blount the ok for surgery. He had to do this because of the patch and the history of things not being as they should in the whole abdominal area since that is where the shunt will drain. That appointment is Sept. 30th. Please pray that I feel comfortable with this new surgeon. We have been blessed with wonderful doctors so far (and when we weren't, God gave me the courage to walk away and find the ones we have!). Also, Josh had a bug bite on his arm that apparently he had been scratching (Didn't notice anything unusual, though). Last Saturday he had this huge red knot on his arm that came up out of nowhere. We took him straight to the doctor, and he said he has a staph infection. He has to have a 10 day course of the antibiotic and of course they didn't want to do any surgery with a staph infection going on with him. The date I have asked for is October 10th. That way I will only have to take 2 sick days but can be with him Friday-Tuesday (We have Monday for Columbus Day). The whole waiting thing has gotten to me at times because it is just the anxiety of knowing what lies ahead. I will be relieved once it is over with, and he is at home and feeling fine. Thank you for keeping us in your prayers. I will update as soon as I know a definite surgery date.

Doctor Visit Update

2008-09-08T16:13:00.003-04:00

On my last post I mentioned having an MRI done on Josh. It came back showing enlarged ventricles in the brain and brain atrophy. His neurologist immediately scheduled an appointment for him with a neurosurgeon the following Monday. Talk about catching me off guard! We had all but chalked up his large head circumference as being a genetic thing as he is pretty high on the percentile charts for weight and length. When we met Dr. Blount we were very pleased. He was very cordial and knowledgeable without being obnoxious. He listened to all we had to say and helped to quell our fears at least temporarily about Josh having hydrocephalus. He wanted to check the growth chart records from both his neurologist and his pediatrician before making a decision to operate and insert a shunt or not. Our scheduled appointment was for November. Well, after he reviewed the data, I received a call at school from his nurse practitioner on Friday, and she said he needed to go ahead and be seen on Monday. Of course I spent all weekend looking up information on the internet about hydrocephalus and shunt surgery. This really helped me as I felt better prepared to discuss what would come next for Josh. Dr. Blount did say he would have to have a shunt put in within the next two to four weeks. He said that it would in no way hinder Josh from having a relatively "normal" (is there such a thing???) life. It would be something that Sonny and I would have to stay on top of though as far as watching for signs of shunt failure/malfunction or infection. While this is uncommon for most cases, it is a possibility. This will be a lifelong thing for Josh. The surgeon will insert the shunt into the back of Josh's head and into the ventricles and the tubing will run behind the ear and into the abdominal cavity to drain excess fluid. As far as neurological side effects, we will not know what damage was necessarily done from the hydrocephalus and the atrophy. I just give thanks to God for Josh and all he is and will become with the love and support of all those around him. I guess the biggest hurdle for me to overcome has been to let go of the fact that Josh will not be just like every other child. He will always have special issues to overcome, but I know that with love and God's guidance for me and Sonny as his parents it will only make him stronger...an over comer in the true since of the word!! I still don't have the date yet as to when he will have surgery, but please just remember to keep us in your prayers as we are going through another trial and test of our faith. Luckily we know that God is in control and will never leave us!

Josh's First Loss

2008-09-03T16:26:00.002-04:00

Today was a sad day at our home. One of Sonny's dogs was recently attacked by one of my dogs. We took her to the vet and had a hefty vet bill due to surgery, but the vet said there was still no guarantee that she would live. For the past few days Josh had gotten to know Heidi who was the most beautiful dog I had ever laid eyes on. She had a sweet temperament and even though she was in extreme pain, she would perk her ears up at Josh when he would go to the baby gate. We kept telling both Heidi and Josh that they had a great future together being the best of pals. Unfortunately this morning at breakfast I could tell something was very wrong. She was so upbeat yesterday, and the vet seemed to think she was out of the biggest danger period. As I was on my way to school, Sonny called to tell me she had passed away. We buried her at my parent's house and have spent most of the day crying. Josh lost a wonderful playmate in Heidi, but we will tell him how happy he helped make her last days.

Doctor Visit Updates

2008-08-27T19:58:00.004-04:00

Mommy, Josh, and Daddy

Josh

Mommy's Little Man

The Hopkins Family

Watch out Obama-Here I come!

I had to reread the last post to know exactly where to start this one. Sorry it has been so long, but we have been extremely busy since school has started back for me. The summers just seem to get shorter and shorter, but I digress. Anyway, Josh's surgery visit went well. Everything looked fine on his chest x-ray, but we did get some frustrating news. His new surgeon(who I loved) told us she would be leaving Children's in August and he would be assigned to , yet again, another surgeon. She did say that she thought the chances are very rare of another surgery, but I am a realist and know she can't "promise" anything. Josh did go for an MRI and did exceptionally well that day considering the wait time before the procedure. I did get a call that day from his neurologist saying he had set him up with an appointment to see a neurosurgeon the next Monday at 9:45. This was on a Thursday and so all I could do was worry all weekend. Because of the chance of a possible surgery on his head (my research was pointing in the direction of a shunt), we went and had family pictures made that weekend, and they turned out great! Thanks Aunt Patti for the gift certificate that we are just getting around to using from his b'day! It was an awesome gift! Your pics are in the mail, by the way! Our visit to see the neurosurgeon (Dr. Blount) went well. We were filled with apprehension, as you can well imagine. The doctor was very personable and knowledgeable, and he was willing to listen to my input from what I had researched. He showed us Josh's MRI, and we did see that the ventricles which carry the fluid in the brain (I think) were enlarged which usually is a sign of someone with hydrocephalus. He did say that other than that one aspect, Josh didn't have any other signs of being a child with hydrocephalus, and he was very hesitant to put in a shunt if it was not truly needed. He said that the MRI showed that Josh's brain had atrophied due to the damage from being on ECMO (not enough oxygen). Like he said, ECMO saves a life, but it does have its costs. I was willing to pay those costs. Another hopeful and positive thing he stated was that Josh, in person, did not match what he expected to see of a child whose MRI looked like his. I gave him a few things to ponder and research because he said Josh has many things going on with his brain so it's hard to pinpoint what the outcome will be right now. He said the increased head circumference could also be genetic. As anyone who has seen Josh in person lately knows, he is going to be a big boy! The doctor wanted to compare his head growth charts from his pediatrician and his neurologist to see how much of an increase there has been and if it has been a steady increase. If I'm not mistaken, I believe it leveled off there for two visits to Dr. Harmon (his pediatrician), so I have no idea what he will find. He is suppose to keep in touch with us by phone until our next visit in November. Please keep Josh and our family in your prayers. I have a peace again about this and feel that God is going to work in Josh's favor and all will be well. He is totally walking by himself now and does say some words (and occasionally sentences). He seems to only be a little off track. I have made up my mind that when others stress me out over what he can and cannot do, I am going to concentrate on what's best for Josh. He will get there in his own time and will be a success when he gets there! For those people I will say," Please read the children's book Leo the Late Bloomer ." That story sums up what we have been going through except I am the parent who is "worried" and my husband is the one saying "he's going to do it in his own time". God really blessed me and Josh both when he brought Sonny and I together. He has been there for every doctor appointment since he came into our lives providing emotional, physical, and financial support. Josh adores him, and I will be proud to say to him one day," Look at the man your dad is. That's how I hope you turn out to be." He puts his family first and doesn't think twice about being silly or goofy to make Josh laugh. Our thing in the morning is for Josh to "scare" Daddy. Sonny will be in the kitchen getting our breakfasts ready and once I get Josh up and dressed for the day, we sneak up on him in the kitchen and Josh will tap him on the shoulder. Sonny will act startled, and Josh will crack up laughing! See, I've learned through all of this that it's the little things in life that matter the most. Time, not money, is most important to me because time is something you can't get back. Whether it's going to the park or just sitting in the floor playing with Josh and his toys, our lives revolve around each other, and although some people don't understand this, I think I am living the life most people dream about. I know it is what I dreamed for and never thought it was real. I have a wonderful child who is truly a gift from God and is a living testimony that God still works miracles today. We just have to believe and look for them. Just the fact that Josh is here with me and is as healthy as he is today is a blessing and miracle that I honestly thank God for each and every morning. I try not to take any moment I have with him forgranted because I have seen other families who have loved and lost. I hope that anyone who has had a chance to read or hear about Josh and all he has overcome will see in him the grace and mercy that can only come from God and that he will serve as a reminder in this stressful world to stop and enjoy the little things.

Doctor's Update

2008-08-18T20:06:00.000-04:00

Doctor Visit Update

2008-07-30T16:39:00.002-04:00

Today Josh went to see Dr. Mathisen, his neurologist, and for the most part everything was good. His head circumference grew a little, so his doctor recommended doing an MRI just to be sure there is no fluid building up. He feels certain there's not, but he wants to just be safe and put some of my concerns to rest from the previous CT scan last July. They are suppose to call me when they are able to schedule his MRI. I'm a little apprehensive because he will have to go under anesthesia because little ones won't stay still for the procedure. He did say he has a speech delay, but it will just catch up probably as time progresses. He was pleased with the amount of babbling he was doing for him. He also checked his legs for signs of Cerebral Palsy which would cause a tightening of the achilles tendon area. He said that is not an issue for him at all. I was relieved to hear that from him. He is such a thorough, knowledgeable doctor. I feel completely confident with the care Josh receives from him. His next scheduled visit will be in Feb. '09. I guess that's when we will get the results of the MRI barring any abnormalities that might be found. I'm believing for none! Tomorrow Josh goes for his surgeon's checkup. They will do a routine chest x-ray to make sure everything looks as it should. I'll update tomorrow with that information. Oh yeah! Today I took him to see his Grandma at work. He was such a flirt! He gave two of the women kisses! I'm going to have to keep a close eye on my little heart breaker! LOL He just loves his Grandma. He was getting heavy for her, and she would hand him to me to hold. Well, immediately he would grab for her. He's evidently getting over his apprehension of tall men. He reached for a man that works at the office and let him hold him, too. He did fairly well considering he hadn't had a nap all day. Right now he is suppose to be napping , but I hear his fish aquarium music box on his bed playing. I did see I need to work on "hey" because all he said to everyone at the office was "bye!". Glad they don't take it personal! LOL Anyway, just thought I'd do a quick update. I'll update tomorrow with the surgeon's news. I feel good about it.

Time with Uncle Gerry's Family July 08

2008-07-27T11:25:00.005-04:00

Daddy, Josh, and Mommy

Natalie, Missy, Andrea, and Gerry

Daddy and Josh

Josh and Mommy

Mommy, Grandma, and Uncle Gerry

Last night we went out to eat with Mother, Daddy, Gerry, Missy, and the girls. We ate at Habeneros. We all enjoyed ourselves and took a few moments to snap a few pictures. It is always so much fun to have them home and is really sad when they have to go back to Texas. Josh really loves his cousins and enjoyed playing with them. I have included our pics from last night.

Say "Cheese!"

2008-07-23T17:47:00.005-04:00

My handsome little boy!

Am I handsome or what?!

Josh, Andrea, and Natalie

Granddaddy, Grandma, and Josh

World's Greatest Grandparents with their "Angels"

For the past two weeks Josh has had some time with Natalie, Andrea, and Missy. He has really enjoyed being around the girls and chases Natalie around the den! I told Natalie she would have to come live with us so Josh would continue walking so well, especially on Ms. Judy days! He just seems to forget he's walking and goes right on chasing her! Since my parents don't get to see the girls very often because of them living in Texas, we all decided it would be nice to have their picture made with all of their grandchildren. Josh usually does well for pictures, but he didn't have a nap and it was getting close to lunch time, so he had a small emotional breakdown which was soon cured with some Cheerios and the photographer waving a pom-pom at him. The pictures turned out great, and we have decided to make this a yearly thing. It has been so nice having them here. I always hate to see them go at the end of their two week visit. I have included some of the pictures that we had made on Tuesday. Sonny and I are planning on having family pictures and more of Josh made in September. I'll include those on the blog when we have those done.

My First Bubble Bath

2008-07-15T20:36:00.003-04:00

Hey Mom! This is fun!!!

Josh eating bubbles off the duck.

Josh absolutely loves bubbles, so tonight I gave him his first bubble bath. He had a blast! At first he didn't know what to think. He saw bubbles, but, unlike the ones he is used to, they didn't pop when he touched them! He played with his rubber duck and scooped up bubbles with his hands. I have included some pictures I took. I guess a weekly bubble bath will be in order. That way it stays a novelty. He likes to take just a plain bath anyway because he likes to splash and play with his toys. I bought him a bath time basketball set that he really enjoys.

Josh is Walking By Himself

2008-07-15T15:31:00.005-04:00

Josh "cruising" in the living room.

Hey Mom! Look at me!

Josh is so proud of being a big boy!

A rest break with Max.

Over the past two or three days Josh has been taking more and more steps independently with increasing balance. I left his push toy in the car, and he has really not missed it! He walked the length of the hallway today by himself and can even manage to turn around without falling sometimes! He still has to have something to pull up on to get up, but he's getting there! He has therapy tomorrow with Mrs. Judy so hopefully he will cooperate and show her what he can truly do! The past two visits with me there were not a success! He pitched the biggest fits I have ever seen him pitch. I wonder if he gets that temper from me? Anyone who knew me as a child knows that is true! As Bill and Dana say,"He has a Tucker temper!". Temper tantrums are rare with him as he is a very sweet natured child, but I can tell we are approaching the "terrible twos". Oh yeah, he finally said "grandma" the other day. I had been on the phone with my mom and when I hung up he said,"grandma?" just as plain as day! Then he said "bye?" "grandma?". I know my mom was beginning to wonder if her time would ever come as the world seems to revolve around granddaddy and his flag in the front yard!

More Summer Fun

2008-07-14T18:45:00.003-04:00

Family time at Ben's party

Mommy and Josh

Ready or Not- Here I Come!

Granddaddy and Josh -Say "Cheese"!

Mommy steals a kiss!

This is just a brief update as I have some more pictures to add. Gerry, Missy, and the girls have been home for a visit, and Josh loves playing with Natalie and Andrea. Andrea would build a tower with his blocks and then let him tear it down. He would laugh at that! Andrea had to build fast because he was ready to tear it down! Natalie spent time showing him books that they had brought for him and also playing in the pool with him. We went to Ben's birthday party, and he had a lot of fun seeing all the other kids. He wasn't quite big enough for the bouncy thing yet, but maybe soon.

"What I've Been Up To" by Josh

2008-07-10T11:34:00.004-04:00

"Hey, Ben! Let's go swim!"

Granddaddy and Josh enjoying pool time.

Celebrating Daddy's 50th birthday at Villa Fiesta.

Lydia, Daddy, Mommy, and me at Daddy's party.

I have been seeing Mrs. Judy (that's really Dr. Judy) every two weeks at Dana's for physical therapy. I have been wearing my AFO braces and have begun to walk by myself a little ways before I lose my balance. I have a push toy at home that makes me get around REALLY fast! I chase Mommy and Daddy down the halls and scream out in delight when I catch them. Boy, are they slow! I have learned to climb up on the couch to "pet" the cats. They don't like that very much except Max. I enjoy looking at my books when I'm not busy throwing them across the room. Mommy heard that this throwing thing is normal for this age. She tries not to constantly say ,"No!". I love music and like to dance. I can drink from a straw now and enjoy juice boxes with my favorite meal of chicken nuggets and fries from McDonald's or Burger King. I have had lots of ice cream treats this summer like milkshakes, homemade ice cream, and ColdStone ice cream. I like the blue cotton candy kind. It freaked Mommy out the next day , though. I'm working on mastering the fork thing. I can feed myself, just have a hard time making stuff get on there and stay. I practiced with the spoon and some oatmeal. After about 3 or 4 tries and oatmeal on the floor, Mommy just fed me instead. My cat, Sugar, loves it when I eat. She waits patiently by my chair for me to drop something. I can say "bye", "Mama", "Daddy", "Granddaddy", "kitty", "D" for Diego, and occasionally other words will pop out. I have a lot to say and am very animated when I talk. I recognize my two most favorite things in the world: flags and balloons as we drive down the Parkway or stroll in Wal-mart. Mommy just wishes people would be patient with me and give me time to grow and do things on MY schedule. Yeah, I'm not doing things exactly on everyone else's schedule, but I've been given a special life. When I catch up, watch out!!! I'll have lots to say and do!! Thank you for loving me and keeping me in your prayers.

Summer Fun 2008

2008-07-10T11:17:00.003-04:00

Mommy and Me

On the swings at EastLake Park

Splashing on the steps.

Josh in his bear float.

I always knew Josh enjoyed the water from how he splashes and plays in the tub, but I could not have imagined how he would take to the pool! He sat on the steps at first and splashed as hard as he could. Water would get in his face, but he would just laugh and keep on splashing! He didn't take to his bear float that well as he couldn't splash as much when he was in it. Most of the time I hold him and we play in the pool that way. He is so much fun!!

Easter 2008

2008-07-10T10:59:00.005-04:00

Josh and the Easter Bunny

Josh and the Easter Bunny

"Mommy, what's in these eggs?"

Josh poses with his bunny.

Our first Easter as a family.

Josh finishing up his egg hunt!

Sorry it's been so long for the updates. We have been very busy and then I couldn't load pictures on here for some reason. Easter was a lot of fun. Josh woke up early Easter morning and "walked" down the hall to see his Easter basket and stuffed bunny in the living room. He was very excited over the M&M filled eggs! He would shake them and laugh at the rattle they would make. Then, once he found out what was on the inside he liked them even better! This was his first taste of candy. After a nice breakfast and lots of pictures, we went to Grandmomma and Granddaddy's house for Easter dinner. He ate like such a big boy! He had ham and broccoli casserole. I hope he continues to eat this well as he gets older!

Easter #2

2008-06-27T10:30:00.001-04:00

We had a wonderful Easter this year. Josh woke up to a basket from the Easter Bunny filled with lots of candy including M&M's in plastic eggs. This was his favorite! He would shake the eggs to hear the candy rattle inside. Then, when he got to taste an M&M for the first time you couldn't keep him away from the eggs! He just pushed his stuffed bunny to the side as if to say,"These are mine!". After an enjoyable morning at home, we went to my mom and dad's for Easter dinner where he ate like a big boy. He had ham and broccoli casserole. I have included a few pics from our Easter.

Happy Easter!

2008-03-27T19:29:00.001-04:00

Well, this was Josh's second Easter and he enjoyed it much more as he was able to understand and do more things. We got him a huge Easter basket and filled it with candy, toddler crayons, a huge Easter bunny, a Diego coloring book, bubbles, and a wind up bunny that hops. He also got a card "from" the Easter Bunny. I filled some of the plastic eggs with M&Ms and he had a ball shaking the eggs. Once he got one open he ate the candy for the first time. He liked them! He also got an Easter bucket of goodies from Bill and Dana and from his godmother, Denise; as well as a basket from Grandmomma and Granddaddy. He woke up that morning and "walked" (with my help) down the hall and saw the basket on the rug in the living room. He couldn't wait to sit down and explore! His favorite was the plastic eggs with the M&Ms in them. He would sit and shake them in both hands! At one point I sat his bunny up next to him for a picture and he shoved him down as if to say,"Get your own eggs!". After a big breakfast and some play time, we went to Grandmomma and Granddaddy's house to eat and "hunt" eggs. He enjoyed that, too. I would spread the eggs on the couch, chairs, and floor and he would go get them. I have included pictures from our house and my parent's house. We are so blessed and we thank our Lord and Savior every day for the blessing Josh is to us! God really has had His hands on Josh and we want to raise him to be a man of strong Christian character. Thank you, Lord Jesus, for the miracle of my son, Joshua. He has lived up to his name's meaning..."God is salvation"!

East Lake Park and the Ducks

2008-03-21T20:51:00.003-04:00

Josh and Daddy looking in the lake (sortof).

Hey Mommy! Look at me!

This bread's still good! Why give it to him???

He's getting awfully close, Mommy!

We took Josh to East Lake Park to feed the ducks and to have a picnic lunch today. He ate most of his kid's meal from Burger King and then we walked around the lake and fed the ducks. He really enjoyed seeing them and didn't seem afraid at all. He did; however, sneak a bite of bread from the piece that I was tearing up for the ducks. He liked it o.k. I have included some pictures from our day. Hope you enjoy!

Playhouse Disney Live Tour!

2008-03-17T13:55:00.003-04:00

Like my cool hat?

Mommy and grape juice make for a perfect intermission!

Daddy letting me try cotton candy for the first time.

This is SO fun!

Oh my goodness! Did you see that?!

This weekend we took Josh to the Playhouse Disney Live tour. When we saw it advertised we knew he had to go! It was all the shows he loves to watch...Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Handy Manny, Tigger and Pooh, and the Little Einsteins. He loved it! He kept moving in his seat with the music and was excited to see "Rocket" from the Little Einsteins. He did a double take on that one. He didn't get fussy at all! Before the show, he had his picture made with Handy Manny (a cut out). I wish I could load that one because it turned out great! Sonny and I learned a valuable lesson...Be prepared to take a small fortune with you when you go to these things. Cotton candy with a felt hat was $10.00!!!! His picture was $12.00, but I thought that was reasonable. The people in front of us spent $22.00 on a light up wand toy!!! A good time was had by all. We enjoyed watching his face and the excitement he had watching the show. I have included a few pictures.

Snow time!!

2008-03-17T12:32:00.003-04:00

Mommy and me in the snow.

What's this on the car, Daddy?

This tastes funny!

Maybe it's time to go inside, Mommy! It's cold!

Here are a few pictures of Josh in the snow we had last weekend. He really enjoyed it and kept wanting to eat it!!

It's Snow Time!

2008-03-14T18:29:00.001-05:00

Here are a few pics of Josh in the second snow we've had in Bham. This is his first snow with us as I was in the hospital for the first one. He had a great time.

It's Snow Time!

2008-03-14T18:18:00.001-05:00

Believe it or not, we got a little snow again this past weekend. We took Josh out to see it and he enjoyed exploring it...touching it, and ,yes, tasting it! We only got a few shots as it was very cold out. I told Sonny we need to keep away from snow because the last time it snowed, I was in the hospital for chest pains. Sunday after the snow, Sonny was hospitalized for the week with diverticulitis. Maybe I'm a bit superstitious, but snow is not our friend it seems.

First Haircut

2008-03-01T19:42:00.003-05:00

Pre-haircut photo with Dad.

Getting my haircut...it's not too bad.

Oh wait! I take that back. Get me out of this chair!

Today we took Josh to get his first haircut. Unfortunately, the lady that cuts my hair wasn't available for another two weeks, and he was beginning to look a lot like Kramer off Seinfeld. We made it a family thing and all of us went to the Head Start in Trussville and got our haircut today. I went first so he could watch and see that it wasn't painful. He actually did a good job of sitting by himself in the booster seat and being fairly still! He got a little fussy when she wanted to do the back of his neck and needed him to look down. I had to "help" with that. He got a little fussy toward the end, but he didn't cry. I have included some of the pictures I took today, and you can see the displeasure in his face! Overall, though, it was "drama" free and he now looks like a handsome little "boy" (not a baby). Hope you enjoy the pictures.

Pictures

2008-02-25T21:31:00.001-05:00

Latest doctor visit

2008-02-20T20:27:00.001-05:00

Today Josh had an appointment with his pulmonary doctor. She was pleased to see him doing so well and was very surprised to hear he had not really had any colds. He weighs 26.2 pounds now and is 32 inches long. I can hardly believe the little boy I see in front of me was once my "little" baby! Time really does fly, I guess. I try to make spending time with him my #1 priority because I do realize you can't get this time back. My times with him are priceless and precious. He has the best disposition and 99% of the time has a smile for you! He is really making progress with his motor development. He can "army" crawl on his belly but hasn't gotten up on his knees, he likes to "walk" around the pack and play and will let go with one hand and stand (guess he's developing his balance), and he now crawls to the side of the crib in the mornings and grabs onto the rail and pulls himself up to a stand.

More Good News

2008-02-15T18:13:00.003-05:00

Yesterday and today were filled with doctor visits. Thursday he saw his new surgeon (his old one moved to Pennsylvania) and had his 6 month chest x-ray done. She said everything looked great and that she would see him again in 6 months, again at his 2 year old birthday, and then on just once a year at his birthday. Today he had to have a VCUG and a renal ultrasound done to check if his right kidney was still refluxing. Sonny and I both went, and it broke our hearts to have to see him go through the VCUG. They had to wrap his legs in a sheet and tape it up and we had to hold his arms down while the nurse inserted a cathater in him and they inserted dye into his bladder. Thank the Lord that there was no reflux to be seen!!! His doctor said he had grown out of it and that he would see him again in a year!!!! He is really moving along, and we have experienced so many blessings in just a year's time that it makes my heart rejoice each time I think of it and definitely every time I look at Josh's sweet little face. Thank you all for being supportive and keeping us in your prayers.

Birthday pictures

2008-02-13T18:37:00.003-05:00

Am I cool or what?

Happy Birthday to Me!!!

Just me and my cousins! (some of them)

Wow! This birthday cake sure tastes good!

Josh had a great birthday. We celebrated at home on the actual day with Grandmomma and Granddaddy. We ate dinner and had a small cake. His "party" was at Grandmomma and Grandaddy's house on a Saturday (the 12th). He had a Blue's Clues theme and had a great time with his cousins and guests. He was so cute when it came to the cake. He would get globs of icing on his thumb and then suck on his thumb. At one point he took the top layer off the cake! That's when we decided he had had enough! He had his first Happy Meal from McDonald's about a month ago. He loves the chicken nuggets and fries. I take most of the breading off the nugget so it's just chicken. He has already had a weekend spent with Grandmomma and Grandaddy. The weekend of the "big snow" I was in the hospital, so he stayed with them while Sonny was with me. They let him go outside for a few minutes to see the snow and make a snowball. They took a few pictures on their camera, so I don't have them to load on here as of yet. He loves to stand up and "walk" around (he has to hold your hand). We found out he has to wear braces to correct a birth defect with his feet/ankles. He walks on the inside of his feet. The physical therapist says it is correctable by him wearing the braces when he is awake and will be walking or standing. The latest she projected he would have to wear them is early elementary school. Let's hope and pray for quicker results! Oh yeah, he loves to have his teeth brushed and has rhythm that is uncanny. When he hears a song or music he starts bobbing his head and "dancing" with the music. He keeps perfect time with the music! Maybe he'll be the next American Idol! Ha! Ha! I hope I have included all the new updates. I'll try to update more frequently.

Birthday News and Pictures

2008-02-07T19:37:00.000-05:00

Josh turned "1" on January 8th. It was a little hard for me to fathom that an entire year has come and gone and to look back on the blog and see how far he has come! God truly blessed me with a miracle the day Josh was born, and although it is not good to live in the past, I plan to never forget where he started out and appreciate how far he has come. He is a blessed child who I know has a wonderful plan for his life. The theme for his birthday was Blue's Clues. We had the party on the 12th so people would be able to attend. He loved being around his cousins and especially digging into the cake. He loves food!!!(except english peas) He adores his dad and always greets him with a big smile when he comes in from work. We eat dinner and breakfast as a family now that Josh is eating "real" food, and he is so adorable during the blessing! He use to squirm, but now he holds my hand. I have to admit I peek when Sonny is saying the blessing...Josh looks at him with such a big smile on his face and then will start looking from his dad to me and then back to his dad. Sonny is an awesome dad, I am so grateful that God has made us a family! Oh yeah! Josh has eaten his first "Happy Meal" from McDonald's. He eats the 4 piece chicken nuggets, fries, and milk. He loves it! I only do it for "special" occassions. We go next week (Feb. 15th) to have tests run on his kidneys to see if the reflux has cleared itself up. I really am praying that it has. He hasn't had any kidney or urinary issues at all. The neurologist says all looks good for now. We will just keep a watch on him as he grows to look for any signs of delays. He is getting closer to walking. He will hold your hands and walk with you. He still hasn't mastered the crawling thing yet, but he's getting there. He works with a physical therapist every 2 weeks

Christmas

2008-01-20T20:08:00.000-05:00

My Daddy and me!

Here I am with Granddaddy playing with my new toy from Aunt Patti and Uncle Dan.

We had a system-Granddaddy pops them open/I shut them!

Look at me!

Doggie kisses from Gabby...My shirt said,"I don't need mistletoe" but this was not what

More Christmas pictures

2008-01-20T19:59:00.001-05:00

Thanks, Lydia, for my John Deere tractor!

"Reading" my card from Daddy.

Rockin' out with my Backyardigans guitar from my cousin, Ben.

Daddy, me, and Mommy on Christmas Day. We are all so happy!

Sorry but my computer seems to have success loading a few pics at a time. I have lots, so bear with me!

Christmas and Tennessee pictures

2008-01-20T19:53:00.000-05:00

Ready for the "I Do's"

My policeman buddy from Becky and George.

My new big sister, Lydia, at Christmas time.

Christmas pictures

2008-01-09T21:08:00.000-05:00

Pictures

2008-01-06T10:13:00.001-05:00

Pictures

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Pictures

2007-12-27T20:34:00.001-05:00

Pictures

2007-12-27T20:34:00.000-05:00

Our New Family and Christmas update

2007-12-27T20:09:00.000-05:00

Well, lots has been going on in our world. Sonny and I got married on December 22 in Pigeon Forge and took Josh with us because we felt important that it be a family event. The trip was rather stressful as Josh wasn't too keen on the idea of staying strapped in the car seat for a five hour trip. I told my dad he had spoiled him by letting his first "road trip" be in a motorhome. Josh got his picture made with Santa while we were there, and the people were shocked that he didn't cry at all! They turned out really cute! I'll try to find a way to post one if I can. Christmas was wonderful, and Josh enjoyed the paper and boxes as much as the toys! He really likes cars, so he got a lot of those. Josh also got a policeman doll from George and Becky that has the zipper, velcro, laces, etc. He adores that doll! We took it with us on our trip, and he played and slept with it the whole time. He has already figured out how to untie his double knotted shoe laces, so now he is preparing for zippers and buttons!(Ha! Ha!). I know George and Becky keep up with the blog, so Josh and I send our "thanks" for his policeman "buddy". I'll post a picture here and try to send you a copy of them through the mail. Now we are preparing for birthday #1 in a few days and you KNOW I'll have a lot of pictures from that!!! I'll try to keep this going pretty regular so people can see how much he is growing and changing! Happy New Year to everyone!

Christmas update and pictures

2007-12-26T17:12:00.000-05:00

Getting ready for the wedding!

This is my new friend!

Nap time/play time with my policeman.

Playing with my John Deere steering wheel Lydia gave me

Well, Sonny and I got married December 22 in Pigeon Forge, TN and took Josh with us. I have to say having his first road trip in a motorhome during Thanksgiving didn't help the situation! He was just a little bit spoiled! He got a crick in his little neck from falling asleep in the car seat and leaning to one side. He was teething and got very cranky for about an hour of the 5 hour trip. Although it made the trip somewhat stressful, I wouldn't change a thing because we ALL became a family on the 22nd. Christmas was wonderful for all of us. Josh enjoyed the wrapping paper and boxes as much as the toys. "Josh" gave me a beautiful locket that has "mom" engraved on the front. It was very beautiful! We were able to have his picture made with Santa in Pigeon Forge, and it went awesome! They couldn't get over how well he acted, and he didn't get scared or cry one bit! We got two cute poses of him with Santa. I'll try to figure out a way to post those. We spent the day of Christmas at Aunt Patti and Uncle Dan's house, and Josh enjoyed playing with his cousin, Ben. Josh just watches his every move, and Ben is very helpful and will interact with him. Oh yeah! Josh also said "mama" on the 22nd, and that has become the word of the week! I was so excited to hear those words! I thought he'd never say it! He's been saying "dada" for awhile. Josh also got a policeman doll that has the zipper, buttons, velcro, etc. from Becky and George before we left for our trip to Tennessee. He absolutely adores that doll! He slept with it while we were away from home, and it kept him occupied on the trip up and back. I have included some pictures of him and his new favorite. ( I know George and Becky keep up with the blog, so "Thank you so much!!" Josh loves it!!! I'll try to send you a copy of the pictures with him holding it.) Well, hope everyone had a good Christmas and will have a blessed New Year. I'll load some new pictures now (hopefully!)

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Looking at my first Christmas ornament.

Putting my ornament on the tree first!

Pizza is yummy!

Come here, Max! I want to pet you!

Grandmomma and me at my first Christmas party!

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